Rick is going to talk to Annette today He is considering going back to her? Why after all she did to him how he could choose that is beyond me.
If he is choosing to to leave me I am letting him go with the possibility to come back once he is FULLY over her.
I know that makes me Stupid as all hell but i can't help it. I love him and in some ways this is my fault because i knew he was still not over Annette. I always knew that it was going to happen that he would go back to her. I can only hope that IF he chooses her that this will be the LAST and final straw.
Dear Father God.. I need your help to keep Rick. If that is what you want Father. I pray you will sway his heart to choose me. I can't take another loss Father I have LOST way to much in such a short time. Please I beg you. I know I have no right to ask anything of you.
After talking to her he does not he wants to go back to her because he is afraid that if he doesn't he will always wonder what if. I don't know if I want to live knowing he regrets not going back to her?
How could he want to go back to her..
- He said I have done for him then she has
- He said that I was there for him in 3 years then she ever was in 10
- He said I brought him more peace then she ever did in 10 years
- He said that his friends said he was happier now with me
Why would he want to go back to less then when he has more with me.
I am considering whether or not to stay in the house.
looks like I am the only one moving... Because his mom hates me and wants him back with Annette
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