Sunday, December 1, 2013

11/24/2013

My life is so fucked up right now...
I am moving from MY home today so Rick's ex can move in tomorrow.
It is not all as bad as that statement sounds least not to me.. to some it still is but to me it is not,
I actually told him he should do this.  why ?
I have always known that he was not fully over Annette... I always knew that if she got sober he would wonder what if... The day came..
IF what he tells me and how he has been acting is true then he will be back at the latest the first part of March... as he has promised..Like with Mike:  If not everything was a lie.. I never really knew this man that I am now in love with.
Everything in my heart tells me he is... I prepare for if he is not but everything says he is... I have visions of him returning... Tyler does.. I have so far 27 things as to what makes me think he is coming back.
I need a nap... talk when I can wont have internet for a LONG while so it maybe a while before I can write..

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