Been a while since I have come in here.
The last time I posted I was moving out so Annette could move in.
I  moved back a few months later Rick and I were married but nothing change knew it wouldn't nothing or no one ever changes not really.  I think he and Annette were still having some kind of relationship.  I heard him tell her he loved her and there was other signs that makes me think what I think I can't prove it mind you.  She eventually moved and though he says he does not talk to her I think secretly he does.  He said he blocked her but when I was near him a call from her came in.
sad I can't trust any more, more so because of Mike.  Who btw is in prison dumb ass.  Had he not cheated on me I would have protected him from himself and he would have been fine.
My life is still a mess.  Rick has ruined my credit he says he is looking for a job but he never goes anywhere or does anything.
His mom started some bull shit now her money is frozen until she talks to a social worker as to what to do.  They may put her in a nursing home.  I wouldn't mind so much because the woman pisses me off.  She steals from me and no matter how nice I am to her she talks bad about me behind my back.  So now I can't pay my rent.  until her money comes back.  I can't do anything.
This all sucks.
Yesterday was bad Rick helped himself to food I bought that was in my room then he gave some to his mom with out asking me when I got mad about it he slammed his had into my light switch as he was leaving and broke it.  JERK!!
I sleep alone he has his own room in the basement where he spends all his time.  I don't matter we did start having meals together as a family.