05/20/15

Yep nothing changes... Rick let his mom take pig rines that he bought for himself.  He didn't want her to throw a fit.  I said she does because you let her.  She wont do that with me because I wont put up with it.  When I got up she was taking scissors I put in the kitchen to her room.  I told him about it but he did anything said he would later but yeah.
The only thing that has changed is me... I don't call him I don't text him.  I am at the end of the rope.  We don't really have a real relationship.  He chooses to live alone in the same house as me.  We are more just room mates then husband and wife.  We don't talk about anything important and when the conversation gets serious he leaves.
Our conversations before Fargo were more meaningful they spurred growth and healing now they are trivial conversations I could hold with a stranger.  Sad really.