10/07/13

It is 1:37 am can't sleep..
No real reason why just can't sleep I am going back to bed here soon.

I had my review yesterday out of a possible 20 cent raise i got 15 cents.. I think that is pretty darn good if you ask me.  I am also told that Misty my head boss said I should be crew Trainer... This makes me VERY happy.  I always thought she didn't like me much.  In other good news I got more hours next week looking at 28 hours.  Sherry who started when I did only gets 12 still.  So I guess I am doing well.

Rick has found new friends Ed and April.  They take up most his time these days.  They seem like good people I don't get any bad vibes of them.  But after working at McDonald's all day there are many times I don't want to socialize with them.  He wants to socialize with them ALL the damn time.  I don't know if I really want to make friends It never ends well for me.  They always get pissed off at me for something.  Since they are Rick's friends initially I don't feel right ruining it for him.

Rick still has not gotten paid for that Guitar.  We are now almost $800 behind on the truck.  He borrowed against it saying he would get paid and NEVER did.  at this point I don't care if they take it.  He never pays for it.  He did finally get a job at Pasta Works.  However he will only be working two days a week at first so that is not going to give him a whole lot of money not enough to save his Truck.  I AM NOT paying for it out of MY tax money I paid for his crap for the past two years.  I am not doing it the next two that is MY money and I am keeping it this time.  I want things and this time I am getting them.  He wants me to also finance a business for him and Ed I am not doing it.  He wants to do that kinda thing he best come up with the money I have paid for enough of his business and it always ends bad.  I want a camera one I was supposed to buy 3 years ago.  I was also supposed to get a lot of other things that NEVER came to be.  Hell he can't even make time for me.  I also have to get MY bills paid up in case I want out of all this.  Time to try and sleep...

I am DEEPLY upset.  Coming home RICK asks me to call Affinity the people I got the loan for that damn truck and see if I could refinance the truck he was supposed to pay for but never has... The same truck that he keeps borrowing money from and expects me to make up the money for it.  I am SO sick of it all.  I was crying when I called them.. I called to tell him that it can't be refinanced .. However before I could say a word he told me he didn't have time to talk to me.  So I hung up.  Has time to make sure to get money from me.

Then I was hoping to make it that Cody could keep this new dog we are fostering I asked Rick to talk to Paws and see if he could work out something he said he would.  Now a week later he never has.  Now a adoptive family has been found.  Poor Cody is heart broken.  Rick wants me to take care of it.  HE don't have time.  He is to busy with Ed and April and Tom... HE can go FUCK himself.  he don't have time for his family.