Day of Disappointment yet again.
I woke up hoping that today he would follow through with what he said we would do.. My own stupidity. He never does.
I got up got all pretty he said we were going to town to by some needed things. That never happened. When he complained for the 10th time that he was not feeling well and still sleepy I knew that all the other things he said that would happen were never going to happen. I even told him I was changing back into to my house clothes because I knew nothing he promised was going to happen. I told him so and he assured me I was wrong...
YET here I am right again. He tries to make me feel bad for being disappointed. This is not the first or second time this has been happening nonstop for two years. One would think I would learn not to hold any value to what he promises because it never happens. He is full of promises with very little to no result. I am not to say anything when disappointment hits. I am not to make him feel bad for breaking his word yet again.
Why do I stay with someone who clearly does not value me?
One because where would I go I can't drive. No one wants to hire me. where the hell would I go?
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